The water has been so warm and calm! I still managed to get smacked by random waves and swallow and inhale a bunch of water (ocean and I have a complicated relationship) - but it has been a joy to swim and splash and laugh with kids.
The kids and the rest of the family went to the boardwalk yesterday and I stayed back at the house. I meant to read on the porch but ended up daydreaming and ruminating about the past and worrying about the future.
I am sitting on the porch right now. The sky is clear blue and, in a little while, we will head to the beach. I feel this undercurrent of anxiety that I should probably examine and resolve... But I think I'll just ignore it for a little bit longer.